He heard screams coming from inside the house, and assumed that Voldemort was inside, making short work of the muggles living within. His mind whirled and he grabbed his wand. The pain in his scar increased exponentially as he heard the door open. He looked out his window and saw Death Eaters and members of the Order of the Phoenix dueling on Privet Drive. His suspicions were confirmed when he saw numerous flashes of red, green, blue, and purple light outside. He knew that Dumbledore likely had guards all around his family's residence, but he still felt the need to be ready. He shakily got out of bed and put on his glasses. He woke with a start to a sudden pain in his forehead. It wasn't as though her particular piece of advice had gotten through any more than most of his other teachers, it was something else that had happened, though he wasn't sure what. He had wanted to hurt her, to make her suffer for the death of her cousin, he just hadn't known how. Oh, how he wished he knew that at the time. She had said it was because he was filled with righteous anger, not a desire to cause pain. He recalled catching up to her and actually attempting to use the Cruciatus Curse on her, though when he cast it, it didn't have her on the floor, writhing in agony. He recalled ripping himself away from Lupin (though now, after the fact, he wondered how exactly he could do that, since Lupin's physical strength was second only to Hagrid's among the members of the Order) and chasing after Bellatrix Lestrange intent on revenge. He settled down in his sleep as he remembered the events after Sirius' death. He was just lucky that none of his friends had died either, just his godfather. If he hadn't acted so rashly, if he'd just thought to use that damned mirror, or if he'd thought to wait, to confirm that Sirius was indeed not at 12 Grimmauld Place. It was all his fault that Sirius was dead. He relived the moment of Sirius' death in his dreams every night. Harry Potter tossed and turned in his sleep, his mind sending him back to the Department of Mysteries for the hundredth time for the summer. Warning: This is a Dark Harry Fic, M/F+, rape, slavery, torture, character death, and explicit sexual situations among other events. Everything up until this point is according to canon. Author's Note: This is an AU fic, starting after the events in Order of the Phoenix.
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